The first week

The first week of new love is definitely the best... Without any doubt in my mind. You get all those lovey dovey butterflies in your tummy, and you get those oogly googley eyes for this specific person. (these are specific terms) And it usually gets better from there. You can't stand to be away from them. They're the first thing you think of when you wake up, and the last thing before you go to sleep. Just the gentle touch of their skin against yours, sends electirc currents through your entire body. And when you stare into their eyes, it feels like nothing else matters in the world. HOLD ON! But at the same time you don't know whether or not you should really be falling for this person or not. I mean you don't want to have your heart broken. So, while I was wish that there were a way to guarantee not getting your heart broken...I can't. Boys generally suck. And this a SOLID FACT, that you must keep in the back of your mind at ALL times. Do not let it go. No matter how this dude makes you feel...in bed, outta bed, in clothes, outta clothes, in school, in work, in well..you get the point. Anywhere, anytime. Before you know it, you're throwing yourself all over him, while he's doing the same with some other chick. But youre too full of him to realize that anything could go wrong. Then you're left alone with a shattered heart. well la de freakin da. Not again. Poor you. Is it really healthy to live like this? No. I think that it's healthy to live with a conscience. Something that reminds you of your past heart breaks, and past assholes. Past tear filled kleenex, past ice cream binges, and past pimple break outs. And all the shitty stuff guys do to us.... BUT You can still have a good time, with all those lovey dovey feelings. Just be on your guard at all times. Like a watch dog! And maybe, just maybe...everything will work out for the best. Who knows. I'll let you know.