Wednesday, July 15, 2009
The Right Jeff.
Once upon a time...
I came home from a night out (it was a morning after), I showered checked my facebook, then went on to that okcupid. I found this cute boy, and we talked on the IM on there, and then he gave me his phone number and we texted. All the time. And he says all the most amazing things.
like...
"I've never fallen asleep with anyone, but I think it would be amazing to wake up next to you and be reminded by your face how beautiful the world truly can be."
"The way you make me tingle every time I wake up and remember I have someone like you to think about and one day hold for hours on end, because when you say certain things it make me reflexively kiss the screen then stop and stare in awe at how much you really make me happy, and because I know in that way that you're unlocking things I've never felt before that you're something intensely and there's no chance someone else can be the entire compliment to me that you are. You are my princess and soon the world will be our kingdom, playground, and utopia. <3"
Yeah! He has a way with words that no one else does. I love talking to him on the phone, even though we've only done it twice. But it was so perfect, the second time because I told him that I just wanted men to call me beautiful. and he came back with, I just want to call you mine. I replied, call me and you can call me whatever you like. And 2 seconds later the phone was ringing.
On Sunday I was ready to let him go, I haven't heard from him in a few days, and he hadn't been seeming that into me. But I was ok with it. I asked him, and he said he is very much into me.
and this morning I woke up to, "I think about you a lot. I really do miss you. I'm sorry that I've been distant or weird. You're my princess, please don't think that will change."
aww, so cute everyone threw up a little.
At least he knows, that I am the motherfucking princess!
xoK
Monday, July 13, 2009
Why we're better
Ever feel like you're not good enough?
Like you don't belong?
Like you don't deserve something in life that you have?
Are you ever unsure about compliments that you may recieve but don't feel like you should accept?
Ever feel like that fake ass beauty is wayyy better than what you are?
I think we all feel this way every once in awhile in life.
But I'm here to tell you something.
You're sadly wrong.
You ARE good enough for every amazing guy out there. And you ARE wayyyyyyyyy hotter than that fake ass bitch who tries to steal every amazing guy.
Would you like to know how i know this?
Because we're real ladies. Not fake ones who fake bake every day and have multiple surgeries to try and fix their imperfections. The imperfections that make each individual an individual.
I'm so sick of Hollywood trying to tell us what we're supposed to look like, and how big we're supposed to be, and what we should wear, and what we shouldn't do.
Ah seriously?
I do not think so. Every woman should love themselves, and should accept every compliment that you get. Life is too short to worry about comparing yourself to some size 00 bitch with fake hair, fake teeth, fake tan, fake boobs, and to top it off a fake personality.
And if a guy chooses that kind of girl over the kind of girl you are trying to be true to, then he can have her. They were meant to be.
I will never sacrifice my coolness to try and be someone I'm not.
And neither should you!
xoxo,
L
Sunday, July 12, 2009
I can't be a bitch. I get worked up when people get mad at me, and it's so hard for me to confront people about themselves.
Today, I had that expirence. I hate it. I am a happy, fun, go lucky person. I can't be a bitch. and I hate it.
I want to tell people so many things, but I just can't.
When customers come in and get mad, I hate it. I take out all my frustration on the mess in back, and go organize everything. I just don't have the trait to get mean I guess.
Oh well, that's what Lacey is for :D
xoK
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