passion

I've been thinking a lot. And ya know what I want more than anything? Passion. I want someone to show me, that they are passionate. If I'm so fricking awesome, like they say, then it shouldn't be so hard to show it. And if you think about, how many times have you had the kind of passion they have in movies?? I had it once. And it's sad, but it was just with a guy I met in a bar. Then he made me believe it would happen again but then he just stopped talking to me. Whatever, it's cool, Aniello. I understand you've just been through a 'gang of drama', so don't make some innocent girl feel like a complete and utter waste in the wake of your 'issues'. I know you're a busy guy, but honestly, I wanted to make the time. [now i feel better! well a little....] So once again how come it's always seeming to be me that has to make the move? Why can't a guy just do it. Make the move, ya know grab a girl by the elbow and pull her against you and have your way with her. And another thing is, if, you really like a girl as much you say, then shouldn't you try harder to keep her than most boys do?? Aren't you crazy to let go of someone that you say means that much to you?? Deep down, I believe in romance and all that good stuff, it's just sad that no one has ever made me feel like I am good enough for it. And all these boys say it, but no one ever does it. Sometimes, it's hard to walk in a single girls shoes. That's why we need really special shoes :) xo, K